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For all my Wives for Devilgirl,Tari,Ellecia,Makayla,Aurora as well and this is a short story of me right now I been down since yesterday due to my past and hatted childhood of nothing but pure HELL and since those days of abuse and hatred in my childhood and this makes me who I am today and since my father came back in my life at 16 years old and did a crime on me and I thought he was a better dad and changed from a major A-HOLE he was with mother before I was born he treated mother like total TRASH and always fighting when I was with him I never knew if I was even loved or very loved from my girlfriends and family always mixed emotions and now I am grown and a man and have a hatred and coldness in my heart and soul and I got counseling for it that my life when through and my family is a big disaster and living in a tornado is no fun cause a swirling,mass of chaos and been in it since now that I lay it out for all my wives to read what I feel inside me and why and since in the movie I was even more hated makes me so cold to people and feel nothing some times for anyone then I have to realize I have ones now on D.A that care and love me and that brings the fire out in me cause when I am sad or crying hard I get very cold and freeze like a statue due to it and it's very painful to feel coldness in your soul and heart and feels like total CRAP to know that you been through so much like myself and feel like crap and SHIT all ya life due to your SHIT ya been through since childhood to a grown man like myself and I went to God for a lot of things but the pain and memories of abuse and torture in my life is still haunting me and now I been having visions of nightmares for 2 weeks of all this CRAP I been through and tonight is the night to tell it and since my father kept on smoking and died 3 times in the hospital in Bastrop, Tx and now my Grandfather died and they both did things but my father went to JAIL for what he did to me is... he....sigh... raped me a lot in those 2 years and now I am very cold and hard to people and even my own mother has a hard time to touch me and when someone hugs me now I cry cause not sure if I am hated for being who I am a Red Death or loved and if my wives can then tell me and help me I will be okay to know that I am and so sorry for making you all so mad for the DICK things I do like I treated Scarlette in my comic HeartBurn like you my girls and so sorry again and hope ya all still love me tha same and more. Ty for reading my little, sad, story in my life and thanks for being there as well and supporting me to be now the #1 D.A member on here. Thanks so much....walks off and sad and put my shades on and walks in my own darkness and coldness now gone and not looking back to my past anymore.
THRAX'S WEDDING TODAY
TODAY is for all my 5 Wives to ENJOY and be yourselves around me and this is our CELEBRATION and the music of choice is these, DANCE ON BABIES =>
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This is my Wedding Ring =>
Form Makayla's idea of her own Jewelry Fashion and this is on my right handed flame claw that all the stones represent my 5 wives are, First one => Devilgirl => Purple
Second one is => Aurora => Yellow
Third one is => Makayla => Aqua Marine Blue
In the middle as my first wife Ellecia the 4th one => Dark Pink
Last one is => Tari => Light Pink behind Ellecia's ;) { No green jewel (X)
And also from there HUSBAND my
FOR : ELLECIA,DEVILGIRL,AUAORA,MAKAYLA,TARI
Okay all of my wives I want you ALL to KNOW that TODAY I know you all feel CONFUSED and GUILTY but I LOVE YOU ALL THA SAME WAY! AND NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT AND TODAY is a DAY OF CHANGE and I WANT TO say to ALL OF YOU this => I have the same FEELINGS for EVERYONE of YOU and I don't want to make it EASIER I WANT US TO...be together FOEVER and yes I feel like this cause I HAVE no other WAY OF SAYING it right now,
SINCE Makayla made a story about LEAVING ME and our baby I NEVER....EVER want that to HAPPEN in REAL life I have the SAME EXACT PASSION for ALL OF YOU and no other way about it....I WOULD MARRY you all IN A HEART BEAT of m
D.A Babies
For all my used to be Wives to me sorry for the upset and I know ya must hate me for it but,
I'm okay with you becoming my wives again my Devilgirl,Makayla,Tari,Aurora, and Ellecia is the only one that I will have in real life with our son Eric,
Only in D.A we can be together and that is all we can do cause Ellecia doesn't want it to be too real and,
that is understandable and my BIGGEST apologizes for you all my wives as Devilgirl,Makayla,Tari,Aurora and Ellecia too.
And that is all to say now and we can be in stories together as one and forever in D.A,
but nothing else than that.
Thanks for ya understanding and more from your D.A /
My Fangirls
My Fangirls I love ya all and today been a crazy day for me and your my fans of mine and for that I love ya all so much as good friends and you all been amazing to me and so much more to your Big Daddy Thrax and sorry that I called you more than what I wanted on my shoulders and now I understand a lot and so very happy that I have you all to support me and more in my ideas and work I do now on D.A
I thank you my babies for doing so for years now and thanks so much and more...I love ya all the same way but Ellecia is my number one and all of you I thanks you for doing so much for her and I and more. LOVE YA ALL....BIG :hug:s :love:ies for you
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Im sorry ;_; *hugs* and nikk hasn't been getting your messages and posts and is worried as hell